Last 09 Blog! =(

I will like to say goodbye to this year..

Thanks...

I started the in the arms of a Man i loved.

I laugh my birthday along with ppl that made it fun to be alive.

I tried all the things I wanted to do as a person in love...

I gave my heart Two times this year...

Both times it was return

Each time more broken than the last.

I still feel it BROKEN.

Shattered the ILUSION of the perfect married life

Oh I learned living with someone

Living in the same house

The same Room with someone is the worst thing RIGHT NOW for me...

lol

I FOUGHT

I GIVE IT MY ALL

I LOST MYSELF IN THE WAY...

I GAIN A NEW PERSONALITY...

i also started to meet the most awesome ppl around the world...

I learned from all of them...

I learned LOVE is a powerful thing and so is LAUGHTER...

i learned that passion for my art can make me feel better about myself.

I learned that sacrifices also can become bliss...

We can always end up with our own little 'Omi♥

That sometimes to hide who we are might be the only way to ourselves

I learned that bitchyness can be fun, but only to certain ppl... (LMFAO)

I also learned that quotes from movies RULE if you are trying to make friends! ahaha

I learned the goo ppl might attack me if i forget to keep smiling!! xD

I understood what it is to make a bond with strangers...

I also learned that I wish THOSE strangers were the ones surronding me in my Life... ;'(

I lost someone i knew closely this year...

He got killed for being himself.. (gay)

It scared me...

it scared many ppl...

I wasnt fun to feel vulnerable.

I got myself back...

I began to give ppl a chance

I learned one chance is enough...

TWO AND THREE ARE TOO MUCH.. =@

i GOT MY FIRST MAIL FROM PPL I LOVE!! (K,H,E,A) LOL

i got more friends REAL TRUE FRIENDS...

i GOT CLOSE TO PPL that needed me...

and i learned i needed them back... C=

I took time from my Victim act

to play a better role in my OWN LIFE!!

I LOST MY FIRST LOVE

I LOST MY NEGATIVITY

I GAINED WEIGHT xD

I PAINTED MY HAIR WAY TOO MANY TIMES... XD

I WENT CAMPING FOR THE FIRST TIME

i got responsible FINALLY...

i GOT DRUNK.. ALOT...

I LEARNED I DONT NEED TOO..

I FINALLY UNDERSTAND MYSELF...

this year was a good one..

Thank God is OVER! HAHAHAHAHAHA =P